January 2011
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here is my 2010 looking back thing post
the good
graduated highschool
made some good new friends
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discovered some stuff about myself
came out and so far that’s been pretty great
wrote a lot
at least tried Nanowrimo
Hail ♥
oh going to college or something
traveled on my own for the first time ever!
Virginia was amazing
RINGO STARR CONCERT
started running, ran a few races
lost a good twenty pounds
saw some good...
mecha-shiva replied to your post:mecha-shiva replied to your post: yay my dad’s not…
AWWE. D: I remember when we put my dog down. But she was like. Dying, so we had to. I bawled forever. But I’m glad you guys found a home for him, that’s much better than MURDER.
Yeah ugh I mean if he was sick or something, I can see it, but just because you don’t want him- that’s murder, yeah....
mecha-shiva replied to your post: yay my dad’s not gonna kill my dog
I just got home, so if you said something about this before I apologize, but YOUR DAD WAS GONNA KILL YOUR DOG?! WHAT.
HE WAS GOING TO HIM DOWN granted he’s SORT OF OLD- 12 or so, I think, Chappy is about 12 or 13… but mostly Dad just didn’t want him anymore (and we can’t keep him at Mom’s...
yay my dad's not gonna kill my dog
He found a home for Chappy
but he was all I don’t want to upset you don’t get angry with me
well I am still sort of angry but mostly just happy no one is going to kill my dog…
or my dad isn’t :x
and I get to say goodbye to Chappy tomorrow when I leave
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silly chrome computer
Chromebook has a sensor thingie in the camera that adjusts the screen brightness depending on how much light is in the roo, but if I’m sitting in front of it with the light behind me and I rock back and forth the light changes so quickly and it changes with it this hilarious to me
December 2010
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johnlennon-:
(Just Like) Starting Over - John...
so i called my aunt earlier
And I was like, blah blah school
and she was like, BTW I want to crochet a sweater
and I was like ahahha okay.
I helped her crochet a hat while I was there.
And now she’s like, SWEATER YEAHH
I love my aunt, lawl.
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ontdbeatles:
An inspirational song for 2011.
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theitself replied to your post:wait is it wrong hail’s like ‘I LOOK LIKE A 12 YEAR OLD BOY’
hahaha, well at least you know she ISN’T a 12-year-old boy. xD
THIS IS TRUE and she is NOT Chris Hansen looking for pedophiles so yay X3
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wait is it wrong hail's like 'I LOOK LIKE A 12...
and I’m like ‘damn that’s cute’
FOR THE RECORD I DO NOT LIKE 12 YEAR OLD BOYS
just hail
goddammit hail
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In which this haircut makes me look like a twelve...
sgt-sassafrass:
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oh my god you’re an adorable Asian Beatle
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at the store
I got a backpack :C stoopid school
anyway I tried on like these like jean leggins skinny pants sort of thing and
a) fuck dammit I may be overweight or some shit but I love my body and I could rock that fucking look if I wanted to honestly hot damn, me.
b) I do not really like that look at all tho so.
I like jeans that fit well through the hips and thighs and knees and then FLARE.
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NOO I CAN'T DRINK A LOT ON ZOLOFT
Well there goes my plans of ‘drinking until I feel good about life’ which is ALWAYS FUN THE NIGHT OF and then like ughh the next day cos I did that a while ago… even tho those few hours were PRETTY GREAT AND LIFE WAS GREAT AND I WATCHED HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON but so “LIGHT DRINKING” and taking pill now so yeah I guess ffft oh well mostly sober New Year’s Eve...
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tentative plans for nye:
hang out with mom
eat junk food
drink
watch movies
watch the twilight zone
drink
with mom
maybe call my dad and tell him he’s a jackass
oh uhhh finish packing shit i guess
i got distracted from that what with the fact he wants to put down my beloved childhood dog
drink some more
my mom is making this orange creamsicle vodka drink thing
it’s really damn good
mom lets me...
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nicolascageismypatronus replied to your post:this is obviously only helping my mental state as you can imagine
do you want me to rough him up a little because i will
yes please
we can get a posse together
you and me and my mom and anyone else who wants to come, we can go beat him up and save my dog and live happily ever after and chappy can live out the rest of his old dog years lounging...
and i have to be in a car for six hours with this...
Oh this cannot end well I swear to god if he puts Chappy down I… I don’t know. I mean, it’s one thing for him to put the dog down it’s completely another in that he is completely ignoring my feelings and he doesn’t give a fuck and ugh I cannot handle this, okay, this is literally the worst time for this to happen, I was doing OKAY, do you understand this, OKAY. and...
this is obviously only helping my mental state as...
“hey what’s that aj you’re depressed suicidal on meds and completely stressed and freaked out about college and moving oh hey i’mma kill your dog okay”
fuck you dad
fuck you.
so i called my dad
he wants to kill my dog because he’s an “old dog” and he pisses on the bed
HE PISSES ON YOUR BED BECAUSE YOU ARE NEVER THERE AND LEAVE HIM ALONE ALL THE TIME JESUS CHRIST
WHY NOW DAD
And he says if mom can take him for two weeks (she can’t, we can’t have dogs here) then he can find a home for him
REALLY WHY CAN’T YOU FUCKING KEEP HIM FOR MORE FUCKING WEEKS
...
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i mean i knew my dad was an asshole
Even though he’s nice to me to my face
but i never thought he’d do this to me
i mean i love that dog more than anything good lord and i’m so stressed out from moving and this depression thing and the fact there’s so much wrong with me and i won’t be able to do this fucking school thing without dying and crashing and failing and i thought i had a handle on things and...
my dad wants to kill my dog
well, his dog, but MY DOG cos I FUCKING GREW UP WITH IT, but we can’t keep it here so Chappy lives at his house and now he wants to put Chappy down unless we can find a home for him asl;dfkjsldkf
i fucking hate my dad
and why now why now why now you can go to hell, old man, if you do this to me i’ll never forgive you
nicolascageismypatronus replied to your post:off topic but i carry around a totem.
i used to do that too ~soulmates~
for sure man I wish I had gifs on this computer so I could put one here expressing my :D face
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off topic but i carry around a totem.
Just, like. you know. test reality and such.
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the twilight zone makes me question everything
Which isn’t very good when I feel like I’m losing it anyway.
Ahhhh I am sane I am sane I am mostly sane… I am kind of sane… is it time for Zoloft yet… dammit I AM SANE…
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THERE WERE THREE OF US IN THAT AIRCRAFT.
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There is a fifth dimension, beyond that which is...
<3 <3 <3
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there is a fifth dimension, beyond which is known...
I CAN NEVER REMEMBER ALL THE WORDS TO THIS OPENING but I know the line it lies between the pit of man’s fear, and the summit of his knowledge fffffff twilight zone appreciation life
OH MY GOD YES MY FAVOURITE TWILIGHT ZONE EPISODE
YES YES YESSSS
with the longer wordy opening!
UGH LOVE LOVE LOVE.
nicolascageismypatronus replied to your post: this is a mom appreciation blog
Your mom rocks. We have a polar plunge too, and someday I will be brave enough for it.
Ahhh it’s madness but it’s over with really quickly if you just JUMP AHHHH WHY DID I DO THAT IT’S SO COLD MUST GET OUT WHY GOD WHY UGHHHH BLANKETS TOWELS I NEED BLANKETS AND TOWELS
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this is a mom appreciation blog
In this town, there’s this thing called the Polar Plunge, where every New Year’s Day, crazy people go down to the docks and jump into the river at noon.
Let me repeat that: jumping into the river on January 1st. In Washington. It’s like 30 degrees and the water is worse.
Anyway, I’ve done it twice or so, and it’s… oh god it’s awful and exhilarating and...
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i used to know all the different opening to the...
Like, there’s a few short ones that are sort of different, and there’s the longer one.
Anyway
you are travelling through another dimension a dimension not only of sight and sound but of mind A journey into a wondrous land with boundaries that of imagination There’s the signpost up ahead, your next stop, the Twilight Zone!
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LOOK AT WHAT MY COLLEGE IS DOING
LOOK ANIME LOOK
Totes gonna go watch that. :D
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hell yeah i'm going to be liveblogging the...
This one guy has been in a lot of episodes his eyebrows are nice.
I like nice eyebrows.
AHHH TWILGHT ZONE MARATHON
I FORGOT ABOUT YOU FOR A MINUTE
FUCK YEAH
FUCK YEAH
FUCK YEAH
I FUCKING LOVE THIS SHOW AND WATCHING IT FOR THE NEXT DAY FRREALZ.
coffee with me madre
I’m probs saying that wrong, where’s Itzel when you need her.
ANYWAY.
Coffeee yesss.
Oh god it’s my last day here. UGH. There’s like a bajillion Clarkston things I need to do! NOT REALLY just eat somewhere with fry sauce and call it a day.
okay urghhhhh coffee teim and then more cleaning and then lunch and buh, who knows.
Ugh I love you so much.
And when I’m feeling not-so-depressed like now, I just get all faggy and happy when I think of you…
Fff 56 days.
i love you i love you i love you.
Okay, now I’m going to bed c:
i dunno how to screencap on chrome 'puter but.
“Anonymous said you were i, love, and you”
oh. well. i love you too. c:
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http://threewords.me/ajax
WORDS, PEOPLE
come on
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i am feeling okay.
Not quite good but not bad.
Okay.
Like, okay, I can maybe do this. If I take it step by step and don’t panic like I really, really want to, I can do this… I don’t want to do this, but I can.
And 56 days seems like a really, really long time.
But I can do this, too. I can’t wait to see you and finally be with you again. Sometimes it’s the only thing keeping me...
Anonymous asked: Well, I bid you a fond farewell. I hope you have a good night and I will pester you later :3
Night bb;D
Night bb;D
Anonymous asked: Well, I bid you a fond farewell. I hope you have a good night and I will pester you later :3
Night bb;D
Night bb;D
Anonymous asked: This is a real rp account I have. He's dormant right now. But my friend and I bring him out to play from time to time. It's pretty much the highlight of my life.
Anonymous asked: This is a real rp account I have. He's dormant right now. But my friend and I bring him out to play from time to time. It's pretty much the highlight of my life.
Anonymous asked: I like to say TALLY WHACKER or WAND~ if I am role playing as BIG HARRY WAND. I find it makes things that much more sexual.
Anonymous asked: I like to say TALLY WHACKER or WAND~ if I am role playing as BIG HARRY WAND. I find it makes things that much more sexual.
Anonymous asked: lmao, it's gon be magical. I'll be like AJ AJ AJ AJ, WHAT DO I SAY? Because I always avoid saying "penis/cock/member/shaft/dick/prick/stickshift/joystick/lollypop/head/bawlz/perineum/ gentiles/ Jewels/junk/willy/wally/bing bang boozle" AT ALL COSTS.